Letter to a rabbit, now underground
Letter dated Winter, 1997
Yesterday I read Kafka's story "The Burrow," and I
thought of you, even though Kafka's digger is carnivorous
and you were always a dainty herbivore. Still, you were
very good at churning up the dirt, very capable of going
underground. I've considered, on a number of occasions,
going underground myself.
It's convenient, then, that so many movie theaters in
Prague are underground, excavated as if they might double
some day as air raid shelters. You walk down a flight of
steps, sometimes two, wondering how you'd ever get out in
case of fire. You feel doubly vulnerable because
movie-going here can often be an unreliable encounter with
an uncertain pleasure. The cinema may or may not be showing
the advertised film at the expected time. Popcorn is
available only sporadically. But still you go because you
somehow need what's down there.
Yesterday Greg and I wanted to see a film at 2:00 at
the Blanik, and we set off at 1:30 to walk up Wenceslas
Square. We stopped at a teahouse and were nearly overcome
by incense and the smoke from the hookahs of the people at
the next table, but still we persevered. We talked loudly
and with energy about Kafka's many screenplays, until the
Zen brethren who run the place asked us to leave. Their
feeble reason was that we were spilling as much Lapsang
souchong as we drank, but it was just as well because we
wanted to get seats before the movie started.
We began to walk very quickly along until, that is, the
bright lights and palpable excitement of a herna bar drew us
inside. I'm afraid we bet, and lost, our last crown. It
was only by busking in front of the equestrian statue of
St. Wenceslas (doing our impressions of Mr. Bean) that we
made enough money to see the film. When we entered the
cinema, the advertisements were just ending, so our timing
was very good in that way.
The movie we saw, Contact, was based on Carl Sagan's
book of the same name about humanity's first encounter with
extraterrestrials. The credits, however, didn't list the
real (if I may be permitted a pun) star of the show--the
whole vast universe with its myriad distant suns, its
whirling galaxies, its unimaginable phenomena, the biggest
light show of them all and the cause of feelings of awe so
deep and powerful that we are made abject. Even a
scientist, rational and conversant with logic, is filled
with a sense of what Sagan calls "the numinous." This
might be defined as an almost religious feeling that nature
is a manifestation of something both overwhelmingly exciting
and more than a little frightening. And in the film it's
technology (radio telescopes, machines made according to
alien blueprints) that puts us in touch with such an
experience. To most of us, this technology is so far beyond
our understanding as to seem like magic.
The search for technological solutions is a search for
transcendence, just as the practice of magic is. In fact,
there is an intense relationship between science and magic,
science allowing us to do many of the things magic once
promised (to fly, to see and hear things at great distances,
to ravage the land) and magic providing the alchemical
crucible from which science was born. Contact shows a
number of encounters between rational scientists, concerned
with the pursuit of truth about the universe, and the
irrational forces they must contend with, such as religious
fanatics and hostile bureaucrats. Yet the aims of Dr. Ellen
Arroway, an astronomer and the film's protagonist, seem very
much like the neoplatonic strivings of the scientists at the
Court of Rudolph II here in Prague four hundred years ago.
(The most famous of them, the astronomer Johannes Kepler,
frequently mentioned by Dr. Sagan in his popular television
series, Cosmos, was as fixated on mathematics as a mystical
language and on the music of the spheres as he was on
astronomical observation and calculating planetary orbits.)
Like Kepler, Arroway is trying to find a connection between
"man" and the rest of the cosmos, and is searching for a
transcendence of mere physicality, namely, the body with all
its earthbound weaknesses. Whether the solutions sought are
alchemical or technological, the flesh is seen as weak and
inadequate to the task. Plato, whose writings were so
influential in Kepler's time, advised that clarity could
only come to those who, through intellect, separated
themselves from the body's influences through mathematical
and dialectical training. Only the mind can engage with
cosmic mysteries. Only the mind can reach for the stars.
Meanwhile, down on earth, or rather in it, we have
Kafka's humble burrowing animal, focussed on his body's
needs -- a place to store food, safe chambers in which to
sleep, protection from larger predators than himself. How
should we try to understand this burrower? He uses no tools
either to build or to defend himself from the beast whose
whistling breath he hears and whose powerful and ceaseless
digging seems to frighten him. What is the burrower's
relationship to the beast? What is his relationship to the
stars?
Sartre says that we must adopt the mentality of the
dreamer to explore the meaning of the fantastic, but even if
a dreamer accepts that the language of his dreams is a
symbolic one, he is not bound to a particular scheme or
system. The burrow in Freudian terms could seem very
womblike, the burrower trying to regress to a secure,
enveloped, fetus-like state, free of anxieties and worldly
concerns. But, as Fromm tells us, some symbols are
accidental and peculiar to the individual dreamer. Maybe
the snug burrow can be seen as the cherished physical self,
both vulnerable and grand, both troublesome and essential.
Perhaps the burrower, so intensely focussed on the
perfection and safety of his burrow, is a valetudinarian or
a hypochodriac or someone coping with a serious illness --
Kafka is said to have called his tuberculosis "the beast."
The burrower is entirely concerned with matters of survival
and never even thinks to look at the stars. Yet there is a
valor about his struggle, a sincerity and dedication.
Grappling about in the dirt seems oddly noble, almost
transcendent. The burrower feels for his burrow a kind of
awe.
At this point one might ask why the scientists who feel
awe before the mysteries of the starry heavens aren't
equally awed by the myriad fascinating structures of the
body. But then sometimes we can be distracted by our awe
from the truth. If the stars distract us, maybe they aren't
as important as we think. If the wonders of the body don't
humble us, maybe we aren't as rational as we would like to
believe. The fantastic, I submit, can help us focus our
attention on what is significant, can help to ground us, can
help us shift our gaze and look down when that's where
what's significant truly lies, especially since life and
death are so much closer than the stars and so much more
complex.
(aw)
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